I am the kind of person who doesn’t want to get fat. When I was a little girl, I used to be called “butiki”, and any other thin things because they say that I’m very thin. I barely eat food and drink milo/milk, I always get sick, and my parents find so hard to feed me. What can they do? My body doesn’t want to get thicker. But, by the time I entered College life, they have their eyes wide open as well as my other cousins and relatives because my body becomes normal and kinda thick. And now, I find it hard to get back my body into thin one. I hate to say this but I got bigger, as well as my face and legs. Not that I’m being too conscious but I hate to see my faces in the pictures with a big stomach and a wide body. Haha. I’ll try my best to lessen my
caddishness in foods.
Congratulations Candice Glover ng American Idol Season 12! You deserve it. Pero sa kabilang banda, bitter ako kunware. Si Kree kasi ang bet ko. Pero okay lang naman. Big deal na sakin na makapasok siya sa 2 finalists. Ang ganda kasi talaga ni Kree at ang ganda-ganda talaga ng boses niya kahit medyo may katabaan. Ganun din si Candice. Nabreak na ulit ang record kasi these past few batches ng AI eh puro lalaki yung nananalo. Go Candice and Kree!
I still have 5 thick novels pending to be read. Whaaaaaaat? Kakayanin ba ‘to ng powers ko? Kung pwede lang sanang matapos ang isang librong may 300+ pages sa isang oras. Pwuuh! Sana kaya ko. Kakayanin ko ‘to. Kung kailangang ‘di na matulog, gagawin ko. dejk. Babad na nga ang mata sa comp maghapon, babad din tuwing gabi sa paperbacks -________- Aja!
Ayoko pang bumalik ng Cebu. Gustuhin ko man yung lugar, eh pasukan na ulit. Balik aral nanaman for 4 long months nang hindi umuuwi, hindi na unli food kasi budgeted na ang allowance, mamimiss ko nanaman ang maliit naming bahay at ang buong pamilya, araw-araw nanaman makakaranas ng traffic, at marurugmok nanaman sa katamaran sa pag-aaral. Pero wala akong magagawa kasi kailangan. Kailangan kong mag-aral nang mabuti para makagraduate ako sa kurso ko at makahanap ng trabaho. Kailangan kong tapsuin anuman ang nasimulan ko. Pero gusto ko na ring bumalik kasi makikita ko na ulit ang mga sira ulo kong mga kaibigan, non-stop nanaman ang experiences, at namimiss ko na rin ang uri ng pamumuhay dun. Kaya okay lang.
This is it! Maaga akong nagising gawa ng ginising ako ni Papa kasi daw i-open ko daw ang computer kasi tumawag ang Tita ko at sinabing online daw yung Kuya kong nasa Abroad. Masakit pa ang buong katawan ko pero keri lang kasi miss na miss na namin si Kuya. Actually, kagabi pa namin siya kachat kaya lang hindi na namin ginising sina mama kasi sabi niya mahina raw yung net sa kanila kagabi at para hindi na rin maabala sina mama. So ayun, kavideo call namin siya kanina at good vibes kaagad. Tinag niya lang naman ako sa pictures ng mga pasalubong niya sa akin. Eto yun.
Nung una kong tingin, nashock kaagad ako kasi ang dami. At ang matagal ko nang pinapangarap na gitara, binilhan niya ako. It makes my heart melt. Pati yung iPad mini.
Yung white lang, kanya yung black at Sony Vaio. I’m so happy kasi nakita at nakausap namin siya kanina. I guess I’m a brother’s girl kasi halos karamihan ng pasalubong niya ay akin. Alam niya kasing favorite ko ang chocolates at gustong gusto kong magkaroon ng sariling gitara :) I’m so blessed by God because He had given such a very responsible and kind eldest brother and a cool Family ;)
LDR. I use to be in a long distance relationship without commitment. Puzzled? We’re in an LDR and MU only at the same time, meaning, we love each other but we have no commitment. He’s a thousand miles away from me and we haven’t seen each other for the past 2 years. We only communicate through text and internet. I decided not to put any commitment from the start because I don’t want to have a boyfriend yet. We decided to end this for how many times but we still end up in this relationship. I don’t know if this is right for both of us but we love each other that we don’t want this to end again. It’s just that there are these uncertainties about what it is really going on with us and everything’s not clear for us. It’s very complicated but I think this isn’t the right time to make our emotions be brought by our feelings. We should cherish each time and enjoy what we have.
To be honest to all of you, I really don’t want to grow old. Not because I don’t want my skin to get wrinkled, but because I want to experience everyday that I’m still young and free. Many of you call me “Ate” and I hate it, because I feel like I’m really old and I should be more responsible of the things around me. I already have 2 nieces and 1 nephew and it gives me goosebumps whenever it comes into my mind. Not that I’m irritated of the truth but I just got used to life that I play with my cousins everyday and do the things that I want, and I didn’t expect that my childhood slowly vanishes. I’m already 18 and I hate the fact that I should be more responsible about myself and other people. It’s just that..